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AWLL3 — Book 1 — Suzanne

Last updated through AWLL3.1 ch 088.

Book summary

AWLL3.1 Suzanne runs January–December 2000 as Y2K gives way to the dot-com crash. Steve Adams parents Jesse (fourteen) through first sex with April, goalie hockey, and Cynthia/Kelly/Francesca triangles while Birgit's sex-coupon prank and NIKA's NASDAQ anxieties keep the Kenwood household volatile. Estonian-American Suzanne Aavik arrives from a Denver flight conversation, joins the Inner Circle, moves in as live-in girlfriend, and displaces María Cristina; Liz graduates law school and becomes in-house counsel. Steve fights EB Systems/Volstead theft suits, travels Saint Martin with Annette, dallies in Buenos Aires, expands Rap Sessions (Leigh, Val, Nicole), and survives Bush v. Gore fury before Mayo Clinic diagnoses bipolar cycling, Doctor Mercer therapy, and surrender of his carry pistol. Prologue (Summer 1999): Elyse/Eduardo's Oswego house tour bridges from AWLL2.

Chapter summaries

  • PrologueSummer 1999 — Steve tours Elyse and Eduardo's new Oswego house — hardwood, sauna, Metra commute, schools for Matthew and Michael. Elyse teases Steve about Melanie, Chelsea, and his circumspect dating; hints a «deflowering» may be coming. Bridge from AWLL2 epilogue to AWLL3 main timeline.
  • Chapter 1January 10, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve disciplines Birgit for printing sex-coupon booklets for Jesse's fourteenth birthday; Kara co-parents the prank fallout. Rachel boasts to Tiffany about losing virginity to Paul. Birgit's journal secrecy and Steve's parenting philosophy frame the new year.
  • Chapter 2January 14, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve dines with Liz in her West Loop loft on her final law-school semester; seven years since their first «adulting.» Steve offers her NIKA in-house counsel after Deborah follows Krissy to Cincinnati and Ben van Hoek's firm.
  • Chapter 3February 22, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: fourteenth birthday; Jennifer and Kara celebrate. Steve and Jessica give condom and consent guidance; Jesse plans sex with April (thirty-four). House rhythms and triad parenting on Jesse's coming of age.
  • Chapter 4February 24, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve confronts April about sleeping with Jesse — consent granted but age-gap lecture delivered. Jennifer sends Jesse to Steve for sex talks; Kathy and Kara compare notes on teenage stinkers.
  • Chapter 5March 4, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisMiyu earns black belt; Steve promotes her from student to friend. Misty negotiates karate lessons via a one-time dalliance after STD clearance. Saturday dōjō tournament betting with Molly continues.
  • Chapter 6March 17, 2000, Apple Orchard Bed-and-Breakfast near Montpelier, VermontBirgit POV: reunion with Katy, Davey, and Amy; Bill Elliott closes his team, joins Ray Evernham. Family plans Jesse, Birgit, and Albert summer travel.
  • Chapter 7March 25, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve dates Misty at the NIKA apartment; family poker night — Jesse and Birgit reach final table, Pete wins with pocket kings.
  • Chapter 8April 2, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisCarol storms Rap Session accusing Jesse of abusing Francesca; Steve mediates. He calls Tara to arrange Jerry Frist lunch on Confluence Group business.
  • Chapter 9April 6, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve mentors Rachel (Carla's daughter) with Carla's consent. Kimmy reports «kami» crisis — Stephanie and Steve must visit regional offices face-to-face.
  • Chapter 10April 18, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisStephanie warns Ed Krajick objects to Steve traveling with her; dot-com portfolio stress as Microsoft antitrust ruling looms. Steve reassures Jessica on tech holdings.
  • Chapter 11April 22, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Rap Session debates Elián González and Janet Reno; María Cristina outraged. Steve argues First Amendment absolutism to Eduardo and guests.
  • Chapter 12April 23, 2000, Denver, Colorado — Steve meets Stephanie at DIA; Kara's Stanford research dates set. Summer travel tickets for Albert, Birgit, Matthew, and Chelsea confirmed.
  • Chapter 13April 29, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisAllen & Baker managing-partner collapse explained at family breakfast. Steve tells Jamie that Ed's blowup over Stephanie travel is a pretext — find the real issue.
  • Chapter 14May 4, 2000, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania — Steve and Stephanie tour NIKA «Lone Wolf» offices; Penguins game at The Igloo. Kelly asks about Francesca and her parents' divorce.
  • Chapter 15May 7, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisStephanie reports escalating calls about Steve's lifestyle; David and Patricia play with daughters. Natalie requests meeting Steve's Russian summer visitors.
  • Chapter 16May 27, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisMolly karate breakfast bet; Liz sworn in as NIKA's first in-house counsel. Matthew's birthday party; Star Trek transporter joke at Pheasant Run anniversary.
  • Chapter 17June 3, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisNIKA fifteenth-anniversary party at Pheasant Run; sauna triad sex. Sam debunks transporter fantasy; company lore and family celebration interleave.
  • Chapter 18June 5, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisElyse teases Steve about teaching Penny and a high-school girl to program — he insists no ulterior motive. Lunch journalist profiles NIKA's female leadership and Steve's programmer retreat.
  • Chapter 19June 11, 2000, Los Angeles, California — Expert witness testimony in software login case (JKing password); Harmony dalliance. Defense nerd expected to fumble simplistic explanations.
  • Chapter 20June 12, 2000, Los Angeles, California — Cross-examination; Steve reflects on Stephanie/Jason versus his 1987 self. Stephanie disagrees he could have walked Stephie's cancer path alone.
  • Chapter 21June 16, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: fifteenth-birthday party setup; Winter chaperones. Heather slaps Paul for crude blowjob joke — Steve approves the boundary.
  • Chapter 22June 17, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisGreat Lakes Navy ceremony honors Ray Adams; Steve explains Rap Session «inner circle» to curious fathers. Matthew and Michael attend.
  • Chapter 23June 23, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisSuzanne Aavik calls from Chicago — «run away and join the circus»; Steve invites her to the house. He weighs inner-circle admission after their Denver flight talk.
  • Chapter 24June 25, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Suzanne's STI testing and vasectomy talk; first inner-circle sex. Jessica ER shift ends with gay-bashing victim — fourteen-year-old beaten by father.
  • Chapter 25June 28, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Lunch with Mattie (Kara's friend) on teen autonomy; participation-trophy culture debate. Steve mentors without Kara present.
  • Chapter 26July 1, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse's hockey team wins 6–0; Steve takes Suzanne to Val's party. Suzanne requests deliberate «rite of passage» virgin deflowering.
  • Chapter 27July 3, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Post-initiation cuddling triggers Steve's buried memory ghost. Jessica tells Suzanne triad history; Suzanne asks about adding a fourth wife.
  • Chapter 28July 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Triad two-day break; Albert's birthday Flight Simulator prank — empty box, real gift upstairs. Fireworks and household choreography.
  • Chapter 29July 7, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: pre-Iron Mountain packing; chooses Cynthia over Kelly for sincerity. Larry and Drew house-sit; Larisa visit planned.
  • Chapter 30July 11, 2000, Iron Mountain, MichiganJesse POV: Bethany warns him about power disparity with younger girls. Volstead & Braun heir sues NIKA — Steve prepares press and legal counterattack.
  • Chapter 31July 19, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisTerry visits «zabuton»; Penny banter. Gun-in-desk drawer discussion with teens — statistics over fear-mongering.
  • Chapter 32July 22, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisAlbert POV: walks Jessica to hospital before Jane visit; Deborah departs for Cincinnati. Mentorship intimacy lessons from NIKA years.
  • Chapter 33July 27, 2000, Saint Martin, Leeward Islands, Lesser AntillesMaría Cristina hosts; Annette arrival teased. Steve explains «transitional period» — no six-girl house repeats.
  • Chapter 34July 29, 2000, Saint Martin, Leeward Islands, Lesser Antilles — Midnight beach picnic with Annette and María Cristina; classic love-song dances escalate intimacy.
  • Chapter 35July 31, 2000, Saint Martin, Leeward Islands, Lesser Antilles — Annette alone time; Liz passes bar exam — sworn in August 11. Penny needles Steve about post-sixteen celibacy.
  • Chapter 36August 4, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisLiz celebration night; anal farewell with María Cristina as she prepares to leave household.
  • Chapter 37August 7, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Last slow lovemaking with María Cristina; Steve counsels Jesse on Cynthia — stay in control, say no when needed.
  • Chapter 38August 13, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJennifer maps Jesse's girls to Steve's teen parallels (Becky, Melanie). Steve won't become teenage-him; Doctor Brown boundaries discussed.
  • Chapter 39August 15, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: Cynthia explores The New Joy of Sex; threesome caution. Suzanne hotel rendezvous before Colorado Springs.
  • Chapter 40August 18, 2000, Colorado Springs, Colorado — Suzanne reunion; erotic dream near-miss. Ice-skating and gentle teen romance pacing.
  • Chapter 41August 19, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisKara delayed at O'Hare; Clark (Aon executive) recognizes Steve's complicated marriages at Taft.
  • Chapter 42August 25, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Last Leigh lunch before senior year; AIM chat with Suzanne about Val and Rap Session recruitment.
  • Chapter 43August 28, 2000, On the road to Cincinnati, OhioLiz hears Joyce/Larry backstory en route to EB Systems settlement talks. Confidentiality breach strategy against Volstead descendants.
  • Chapter 44August 30, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisCindi memo on absurd harassment-policy draft; Birgit told Suzanne about coupons — Steve disciplines collaboration after gag order.
  • Chapter 45September 1, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisBirgit POV: sunroom cuddles and apology; grounding without losing Dad's warmth. Reads Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire during restriction.
  • Chapter 46September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Labor Day party; Winter requests inner-circle «rite of passage» sex — spiritual not merely physical. Steve agrees it may continue.
  • Chapter 47September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Party introduces Val Lancaster, Belinda Barton, Elizabeth Norton; Jesse makes varsity hockey — backup goalie behind senior Jerry.
  • Chapter 48September 6, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Kitchen Cabinet on Microsoft antitrust settlement; Linux/MySQL server line items approved. Nicole invites Steve to Johnny's Ice House.
  • Chapter 49September 8, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: chooses Cynthia over Kelly; Mattie joins inner-circle friend group (Claire, Becka). Mentor label for outside world.
  • Chapter 50September 10, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Rap Session welcomes Leigh, Val, Nicole, and Commander Aimee Shaughnessy. Suzanne phones Nicole for breakfast without over-committing Steve.
  • Chapter 51September 15, 2000, Denver, Colorado — Suzanne cherry-blossom bath; Cheryl inner-circle initiation scheduled. Friends say Steve is «no fun» — Jorge's death epiphany cited.
  • Chapter 52September 16, 2000, Denver, ColoradoCheryl deflowering; slavery-and-education debate with Suzanne on human relationships.
  • Chapter 53September 17, 2000, Denver, Colorado — Suzanne insists Steve stop overthinking — «do, not try.» Sunday Rap Session via phone debates affirmative action and gay rights.
  • Chapter 54September 26, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Mandatory sexual-harassment training; Elyse confirms insurer requires it. Jesse/Cynthia/Libby threesome exploration.
  • Chapter 55September 30, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisCynthia's grandma spots morning-after; Libby's parents lecture Pill use. Steve compares to Mary Richards' father call at fourteen.
  • Chapter 56October 7, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: threesome second thoughts before Kelly dance ask. Steve departs for Dallas — reads Cryptonomicon at DFW.
  • Chapter 57October 8, 2000, Dallas, Texas — Flight companion Paola Soto LópezBogotá fashion buyer; Elena Altieri connection. South America business-leisure trip begins.
  • Chapter 58October 12, 2000, Buenos Aires, ArgentinaEstrella museum and ice-cream splurge; «caballeroso» Steve teased by kids. Peso-dollar peg and family dollar accounts discussed.
  • Chapter 59October 14, 2000, Buenos Aires, Argentina — Estrella hotel night; AIM promise to stay in touch. Business-class departure — dalliance closes.
  • Chapter 60October 19, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: Brother Rice hockey; shutout debate. Liz talks Steve out of rash insurer self-funding during carb hangover.
  • Chapter 61October 28, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisBirgit POV: Halloween «sexy chemistry professor» costume; dance with Dad. Doctor O'Shea sauna flirtation at party.
  • Chapter 62October 28, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisBirgit POV: Sophie Halloween dance — Love Me Tender, Strangers In The Night. AIM chat with Suzanne (Petra1982) plans Christmas visit.
  • Chapter 63October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Steve invites Sophie to study chat; pets.com liquidation foreshadows dot-com bust. 2001 staffing plan flat.
  • Chapter 64November 4, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisMiyu asks Steve to vet boyfriend Kaito; Samantha pregnant-goofy at Hawks game. Dazé goal in third period.
  • Chapter 65November 5, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisMia adoption joke; Nicole mistress quip. Steve codes; evening Matthew play Arsenic and Old Lace in Oswego.
  • Chapter 66November 11, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisBush v. Gore hand-recount fury; Steve's «Equal Protection» analysis. Sister's car nearly carjacked — CPD chase.
  • Chapter 67November 13, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisStephanie urges secret affair with responding CPD officer Angela; Steve demurs. Jesse wants early pilot license.
  • Chapter 68November 18, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisWinter's sisters Summer, Autumn, Brooke dance; Vickie married. Annette Saint Martin video call praises Steve's lover treatment of María Cristina.
  • Chapter 69November 26, 2000, Saint Martin, Leeward Islands, Lesser AntillesJeannette STI-cleared; Libby Saint Martin visit sex. Steve navigates multi-partner vacation ethics.
  • Chapter 70November 26, 2000, Saint Martin, Leeward Islands, Lesser Antilles — Annette Notting Hill afternoon; Albert flies with Aimee Shaughnessy. Steve books Doctor Mercer December 14.
  • Chapter 71November 27, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJessica vents about med students; NIKA budget squeeze as support contracts shrink. Competitor with deep pockets threatens pipeline.
  • Chapter 72December 1, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisElyse MBA layoff playbook rejected; Steve won't go public. Miyu boyfriend interview — win-win manipulation philosophy.
  • Chapter 73December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, MinnesotaMary Whittaker exam; dinner with resident Naomi Blom. Steve's manic judgment concerns surface.
  • Chapter 74December 5, 2000, Rochester, Minnesota — Naomi hotel night; Rachel cousin counseling on Carla's dating rules.
  • Chapter 75December 9, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisBush v. Gore Scalia stay rant; Libby orgasm marathon at Star Light Motel. Election and teen sex parallel «subversive acts.»
  • Chapter 76December 12, 2000, Rutherford, OhioStar Light Motel R&R; Paul Reynolds expansion plans. Emmy and Liz brother stories over breakfast.
  • Chapter 77December 13, 2000, Greater Cincinnati, OhioBen van Hoek, Jocelyn Mills, Deborah lunch; Donna meeting. Doctor Mercer session scheduled.
  • Chapter 78December 13, 2000, Rutherford, OhioCecily motel afternoon; confession arc toward therapy. Steve reviews South America and Liz/María Cristina endings.
  • Chapter 79December 14, 2000, Greater Cincinnati, OhioDoctor Mercer stress-reduction talk; NIKA CEO duties inventory. Parenting teens who talk back defended.
  • Chapter 80December 15, 2000, Rutherford, OhioVickie breakfast; Al Barton urges Mayo inpatient psychiatric monitoring starting Monday.
  • Chapter 81December 15, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Beatles «help from friends» on stereo; missed calls from Mercer, Al, Liz, Bethany. Jesse MVP hockey trophy; Libby rates Steve hot.
  • Chapter 82December 17, 2000, Chicago, Illinois — Journal on Mercer/Mayo input; Birgit early Stanford acceptance chat. Samantha/Brian prison visit rules for Noel Spurgeon.
  • Chapter 83December 18, 2000, Pontiac, IllinoisPontiac Correctional Center visit with Samantha to Noel Spurgeon — audio/video monitored. Father-daughter closure attempt.
  • Chapter 84December 18, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota — Post-visit flight; Doctor Chin intake. Spurgeon recordings and Brian's scumbag verdict nuanced.
  • Chapter 85December 19, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, MinnesotaDoctor Chin probes abuse history; Sweden exchange and Joyce control narrative.
  • Chapter 86December 21, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota — Steve blasts cookie-cutter psychiatry; Elyse relays «narcissist/martyr» diagnosis. Socrates comparison.
  • Chapter 87December 22, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, MinnesotaDoctor Clara Brown replaces Chin; Commander Data humor. Jessica/Kara lesbian history lesson for staff.
  • Chapter 88December 23, 2000, Chicago, IllinoisJesse POV: Christmas Hold 'Em — Steve's Q5 full house busts Matthew; heads-up Princess Bride quote duel. Plato/Aristotle/Socrates drawing gift.